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Okay. I'm NOT going to kill myself. I will tell you this, dA is my home page right now. After this I'm going to change it to google, search for a new online community, and make that my home page. For a while. Only for a while. ... Unless I like it better then here. I'm not going to kill myself. And it's' not because of anyone from that chat. Oh hell no, not because of anyone from that chat... They just made me want to do it more. I don't think I'll ever go on chat again. EVER. I don't like it. If you were on that chat, Words cannot express how much I hate you. How much I will always hate you. Everyone says "GET OVER IT" as if you can snap your fingers and you'll change the world. Change me. Fuck you. Fuck you all. I'll finish my contest, I'll update my site with stuff, But *mars714 is no more. At least for a while. ~pinkirlia , do not worry about me. Please do not worry. The staff at school say they will try to get us more time to talk at school. Everything will be okay, eventually. Even if I feel sad now, it will pass. It always dose. I'm NOT going to kill myself. Because I realize now. Even though most of you say you do, you don't care. You may even think you do, but you don't. If I was to die, many of you would go on with your lives, because the world won't stop. Not even for a second. You don't care. The WORLD doesn't care. It will never care. Acceptance, for me, cannot be said. Cannot be learned though others. One day, one day it will just, happen. And I'm fine with that.

Goodbye deviant ART, for a little while anyway... Will I miss you? I can't tell yet. I may never know.

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